Sunday, April 14, 2013

Draw My Life | DeStorm Power

One of the most Inspiring videos I have ever Seen, I have always made excuses to rise up, blamed my surroundings for my failures and believed that there is nothing that I can do to change.. Watching this man's life story made me realise, there is nothing one cant do, the only thing is you need to be is driven / motivated well enough to want something so much that rest sleep hunger and lust don't have a place. Of course this life is not fast forwarded like in this video . When there is Pain, it stays on for days or months. But then someday this pain will go and every second of suffering that you had will seem like just faded jean that you really dont care for anymore..

If you are messed up, frustrated and always find yourself failing, then Know that someday somehow everything will be alright or even better that alright. But the worst feeling is to succumb to failure and not try again.

For many months , I lived pushing through day and night working sleep eating fighting trying to have no human emotions and just Living- Just living for no apparent reason. I said to myself, I'm Happy, there is Nothing that I want, hence Im content. When someone doesnt want Anything from life then why be sad?? right?? No!! Human beings and not designed to be satiated that easily, at least not in their 20s. I always felt that emptiness- It was a lingering Feeling,Unknown to me yet very prominent strong feeling. It was late / rather recently that I realised OMG , I do want something in Life.. But what?? I don know.. I still dont know..

People are messed up in many ways, there are those of us that are financially deprived, some of us with Chronic illness. Rich / Famous people yearning for a poor Man's peace and Poor people  begging for 1/10 of a rich man's fortune.

But what about those that are messed up mentally? Those of us who are depressed, grieving with an unknown pain. Some of us with secret desires, Some with horrible intentions. They are the most unfortunate of the lot . There is no government or NGO charities that can Ease them off their pain for they want not money but a change.. Change that they either want or Change that are unknown to them.